just afew days left till the end of Ramadan(fasting) which bring us to Hari Aye.. while this year i never buy any baju i just have to used last years wans.. hehe.. its ok save cost kot... i not even prepare anything.. still have to clean my room and the house maybe a day or two before aye.. then start hahaz.. now abit lazy scared messy back...
this month been a mouthful kind of mth cos i think i ate alot during break fast.. when to geylang abt 8 9 times.. haha.. cam best gitu kan... oh ya im having ma attachment on the 6 of oct which is early then my other mates at Jalan Besar there.. the company name is Fiterlab if im not wrong.. i have to say tat our supervisor is damn cool haha cos he super understanding hakz.. ohh and im sad tat i cant work with rad and nad cei well maybe can meet after work aite.. heehee will be starting soon will tell more on wat happen during our few days to give eu guys wat i been through k.. and will miss working with rad haha giving her pressure and all haha..
oh yaa anyway i cut my hair already i look soo tembam k.. haha.. nvm wait grow back now just let it be..hakz
haiz.. today i finaly saw the people i miss the most.. and i finally get to meet them.. i just wish tat all my sins to them will be 4given in time to come ... oh been and and been going out with rebecca alot lately and teaching and helping her in how to make her look good in .. in make up and all haha...now she berry cHIO haha.. ppl comment on her and stuff haha... good for eu GF! haha,,,
deep deep down in me i just find something amiss..my ituition say that im living life without the real purpose behide it... haiz.. i also not sure myself.. just hope that watever it is.. im going to have a great hari aye and attachment period ..
to my adeq inn.. i just hope tat eu will be happy... dont let life pull eu down till eu cant get up... bee theere if eu need someone aite.. and wish eu will find your happiness soon..:)
today i visited my mom at her new rented house located at ang mo kio ave 1... while riding on the bus old memories just keep flashing back.. my childhood life is at ang mo kio.. and its good to be back the life that i hate in my childhood life period haha...
but before i when there i make a pit stop to meet my future sis in law AIDA..she need help in the register thingy for poly admission... after i sit bus 262.. when i finally reach my mom place i was like damn sad cos there's nothhing much in the house.. Tv all dont have and food was limited.. hearing her telling about what she have to eat all this while make my heart weak.... then i told myself as a son i need to do something.. soo i ajak her go to the hawker center to get some food for buke...and we geat NASI BRANI and NOT nice ok haha... and go to get stuffs for the home..
after buke we started taking andwe had a very long talk.. from how my 2nd brother pass away during birth.. to how my grandpa treat her ...too how my dad and her started having problem in their marriage too how my mom dad pass away and about my dad situation now..... i onli can hear and silent myself i really got nothing to say just sadness.. haiz..
i told myself that when i grow up i wan to take care of my mom... i dont wan her to life like the way she is living rite now... i know my self that i cant help her now.. and sometimes i feel useless i can onli support her with wat i have to give and time with her.. i just hope she will understand...just wait for me aite.. i know that wat ever happen i will always love my mom.. i just wan her to live a happy and easy life.. i promise eu.....
afther that around 8pm i when to amk mrt to meet my younger bro .. we headed geylang cos my bro wanna get something and aida and family was there too... omg and the baju i wan is expensive ok.. i told myself nvm this year i think i dont buy..maybe next year .. hakz.. i just use my old ones.. still usable wat.. haha...just make it trendy laa.. hakz...
i reach home ard 1am.. and was damn RIMAS hhaah took a shower and cut my hair abit.. then here i am typing this.. hakz.. well...
Being who i am Being the Brother Sometimes i wonder If eu ever accept me For who i am, Just Feel that i Put shame to eu Having to hear what other people say About me....
i know am not a perfect person.. but im who i am and its ok if eu or anyone will accept it...
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*The Whishing ListY
-to pass my coming exams
-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
-to be a TOP MAKe UP ARTIst
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-to have a collection of MAC cosmetic product
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*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
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-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
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-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
-19 Arpil 2009: Victoria Theatre : Welcome to My World Concert : Redeafination & APSN Chaoyang School - GROOVYZ :
-25 April 2009 : Jurong West : Weeding Dinner : Tarian Dancers :(paid)
-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
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_27 June 2009 : Chinatown : Miss World 2009 :
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He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
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haiz.. today i finaly saw the people i miss the most.. and i finally get to meet them.. i just wish tat all my sins to them will be 4given in time to come ... oh been and and been going out with rebecca alot lately and teaching and helping her in how to make her look good in .. in make up and all haha...now she berry cHIO haha.. ppl comment on her and stuff haha... good for eu GF! haha,,,
