.Monday, December 29, 2008' 9:27 AM Y
:....Im Back:....
well guy's im finally back.... during my attachment period i really have the "MOOD" to do bloging cos each day will always be the same old routine heheh... soo anyway its been like mths since eu are not updated about my whereabout lets start by:-
Attachment:-
Attachment at GL Design & draft had been an eye opener for me. The different kind of people i had meet each with is its own attitude and charactor wise... omg im having fun with the people there i mean i enjoy and still work hard.. in the begining i did lots of mistake but i slowly gain and learn alot from just this pass mths... from types of sprinklers to the compliances to the types of submissions.. hhaha well i wont go to the extend of detailing heehe....well still got afew more mths to go....
Dance Life:-
ALL.Saintz its a name of ma crew... i just have to say that i really enjoy myself dancing and playing our buttz off during training hehe.. it was fun rite? huh peeps hehe.. well anyway hope eu guys will continue on your dance life.. ok SAP SHAI AIDA KIDDO GREG NABILAH all are loved hehe.. hope eu guys will work hard and play hard when im not around.. pEACE!
Ma Life:-
guess what im already nearing my goal... one steps at a time.. i already sign up for a part time make up course at The School Of MakeUp taking Diploma in Advanced Bridal Make-up & Hair Styling will be starting on the 8 Jan 09 till July... I really cant wait to start school omg hehe.. i wanna be a make up artist.. whohooooo..... i already invest alot in it.. sooo cant back down now... one day my dream shop may come true...
to my dear abah(DAD):-
im always thinking of eu....i told myself not to cry infront of eu..but deep inside im really crying.. really sad to see that nothing can be done to cure the illness that my dad have... i feel like if im hopeless i cant do anything to reduce your pain... its really make me sad when seeing eu the condition eu are in now.... be strong abah i knoe in eu that eu can fight till the very end.. i still need eu.. i need your appearence in my life... im always praying for eu... and
deep deep in me.
i will always love eu abah....
and do forgive me for the wrong that i had done. before its too late....
stay strong.......
haiz its been hard for showing my face to the people that im alright...with or without that special in life i just have to believe in faint... all i can do now is getting on hold to my goal ....
soo yaa
hmmm on new year eve i really wan to spent my time with my loved ones pls do make yourself free k.. hee
im off for now...takecarez
Labels: abah, dance, family, makeup artist
i spent my nite thinking...
.Saturday, September 20, 2008' 2:07 AM Y
.Memory_. Lane
today i visited my mom at her new rented house located at ang mo kio ave 1... while riding on the bus old memories just keep flashing back.. my childhood life is at ang mo kio.. and its good to be back the life that i hate in my childhood life period haha...
but before i when there i make a pit stop to meet my future sis in law AIDA..she need help in the register thingy for poly admission... after i sit bus 262.. when i finally reach my mom place i was like damn sad cos there's nothhing much in the house.. Tv all dont have and food was limited.. hearing her telling about what she have to eat all this while make my heart weak.... then i told myself as a son i need to do something.. soo i ajak her go to the hawker center to get some food for buke...and we geat NASI BRANI and NOT nice ok haha... and go to get stuffs for the home..
after buke we started taking andwe had a very long talk.. from how my 2nd brother pass away during birth.. to how my grandpa treat her ...too how my dad and her started having problem in their marriage too how my mom dad pass away and about my dad situation now..... i onli can hear and silent myself i really got nothing to say just sadness.. haiz..
i told myself that when i grow up i wan to take care of my mom... i dont wan her to life like the way she is living rite now... i know my self that i cant help her now.. and sometimes i feel useless i can onli support her with wat i have to give and time with her.. i just hope she will understand...just wait for me aite.. i know that wat ever happen i will always love my mom.. i just wan her to live a happy and easy life.. i promise eu.....
afther that around 8pm i when to amk mrt to meet my younger bro .. we headed geylang cos my bro wanna get something and aida and family was there too... omg and the baju i wan is expensive ok.. i told myself nvm this year i think i dont buy..maybe next year .. hakz.. i just use my old ones.. still usable wat.. haha...just make it trendy laa.. hakz...
i reach home ard 1am.. and was damn RIMAS hhaah took a shower and cut my hair abit.. then here i am typing this.. hakz.. well...
Being who i am
Being the Brother
Sometimes i wonder
If eu ever accept me
For who i am,
Just Feel that
i Put shame to eu
Having to hear what
other people say
About me....
i know am not a perfect person.. but im who i am and its ok if eu or anyone will accept it...
Labels: family, geylang, memory, mother
i spent my nite thinking...
