just afew days left till the end of Ramadan(fasting) which bring us to Hari Aye.. while this year i never buy any baju i just have to used last years wans.. hehe.. its ok save cost kot... i not even prepare anything.. still have to clean my room and the house maybe a day or two before aye.. then start hahaz.. now abit lazy scared messy back...
this month been a mouthful kind of mth cos i think i ate alot during break fast.. when to geylang abt 8 9 times.. haha.. cam best gitu kan... oh ya im having ma attachment on the 6 of oct which is early then my other mates at Jalan Besar there.. the company name is Fiterlab if im not wrong.. i have to say tat our supervisor is damn cool haha cos he super understanding hakz.. ohh and im sad tat i cant work with rad and nad cei well maybe can meet after work aite.. heehee will be starting soon will tell more on wat happen during our few days to give eu guys wat i been through k.. and will miss working with rad haha giving her pressure and all haha..
oh yaa anyway i cut my hair already i look soo tembam k.. haha.. nvm wait grow back now just let it be..hakz
haiz.. today i finaly saw the people i miss the most.. and i finally get to meet them.. i just wish tat all my sins to them will be 4given in time to come ... oh been and and been going out with rebecca alot lately and teaching and helping her in how to make her look good in .. in make up and all haha...now she berry cHIO haha.. ppl comment on her and stuff haha... good for eu GF! haha,,,
deep deep down in me i just find something amiss..my ituition say that im living life without the real purpose behide it... haiz.. i also not sure myself.. just hope that watever it is.. im going to have a great hari aye and attachment period ..
to my adeq inn.. i just hope tat eu will be happy... dont let life pull eu down till eu cant get up... bee theere if eu need someone aite.. and wish eu will find your happiness soon..:)
today i visited my mom at her new rented house located at ang mo kio ave 1... while riding on the bus old memories just keep flashing back.. my childhood life is at ang mo kio.. and its good to be back the life that i hate in my childhood life period haha...
but before i when there i make a pit stop to meet my future sis in law AIDA..she need help in the register thingy for poly admission... after i sit bus 262.. when i finally reach my mom place i was like damn sad cos there's nothhing much in the house.. Tv all dont have and food was limited.. hearing her telling about what she have to eat all this while make my heart weak.... then i told myself as a son i need to do something.. soo i ajak her go to the hawker center to get some food for buke...and we geat NASI BRANI and NOT nice ok haha... and go to get stuffs for the home..
after buke we started taking andwe had a very long talk.. from how my 2nd brother pass away during birth.. to how my grandpa treat her ...too how my dad and her started having problem in their marriage too how my mom dad pass away and about my dad situation now..... i onli can hear and silent myself i really got nothing to say just sadness.. haiz..
i told myself that when i grow up i wan to take care of my mom... i dont wan her to life like the way she is living rite now... i know my self that i cant help her now.. and sometimes i feel useless i can onli support her with wat i have to give and time with her.. i just hope she will understand...just wait for me aite.. i know that wat ever happen i will always love my mom.. i just wan her to live a happy and easy life.. i promise eu.....
afther that around 8pm i when to amk mrt to meet my younger bro .. we headed geylang cos my bro wanna get something and aida and family was there too... omg and the baju i wan is expensive ok.. i told myself nvm this year i think i dont buy..maybe next year .. hakz.. i just use my old ones.. still usable wat.. haha...just make it trendy laa.. hakz...
i reach home ard 1am.. and was damn RIMAS hhaah took a shower and cut my hair abit.. then here i am typing this.. hakz.. well...
Being who i am Being the Brother Sometimes i wonder If eu ever accept me For who i am, Just Feel that i Put shame to eu Having to hear what other people say About me....
i know am not a perfect person.. but im who i am and its ok if eu or anyone will accept it...
well well well... today i spent my time wondering around singapore with shammy hehe..set out to claim our objective but the end result.. hmm just been twisted hehe. 1stly we when to queensway to survey some items.. and and i saw one very nice red black hoodie .. omg damn nice laa i think i can pee rite there haha.. make mee just wanna pee.. haha... cos $59.90 but guess wat i wanted to buy it but then shammy ask me to go bugis see and he confidently said there have and cheaper.. then i just folllow laa. being a good friend. eheehe...
soo but before that headed to orchard do some walking walking and seeing some stuff but still cant find anything nice to buy laa.. haha.. penat k.. and i was wandering myself.. why there are soo many people not fasting that are suppose to puase and still can eat there.. well have no comment just shock that they are sooopen.. hakz...after that we when to bugis to break fast and i ate nasi lemak.. aahah. oh yaaa when to bugis street to buy some stuff and shammy friend damn funny laa.. eu know why cos he keep barggining for off of just 1dollors also have to get from that untie sia...haha.. kakla la siol! hahah.oh yaa im like soo not getting wat i wan cos shammy get his boxers and hoodieee but not me.. boowhoo! hehe i onli get afew items.. then do some hair thingy and off we off... hahakz.. i spent around 68dollors just today.. haha.. next week do some shopping again.. cant wait..
oh shammy thankz for today.. if not i dont know wat to do at home laa cei. hehe..BLUEK!!
AHkiMi & FurbeE wanna wish my one of my GF's NADIYAH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF!! hehe.. i wanna wish eu happy happy always... and and may all your wishes come true... da TUA haha.. BLUEK!!! da JaDI KAK NAD!! hahakz... see ya LaTER k i wan to belanjer TULANG. HEHE LOVE EU!
oh and i just find out that today is SAP birthday tooo.. one of my dance mate..anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO EU!!!ALL THE BEST IN LIFE K PEACE!
i spent my nite thinking...
.Thursday, September 11, 2008' 10:25 PM Y
OMG IM LIKE NOT YET STEP TO GEYLANG!!!! SCREAM!!!! people SCREAM!!!
i spent my nite thinking...
.' 9:48 PM Y
Congrats To Me and Me Friends
Guess wat guess wat people.. hehe.. i manage to pass all my module.. and i did well cei.. haha never expect it but i really manage to pull my gpa up whoowho.. IM LOVING IT!! feel like eating MacDonal lak.. hahakz.. see how ehk.. oh ya i would like to say congrats too all my mate who manage to pass too.. I SAY IT AGAIN - I TOLD EU GUYS SOO EU WILL PASS.. hehe.. next time have confident in yourself aite people.. i know eu guys can do it... PEACE!!
Omg!!! time really pass by that fast huh.. its like i left with a year of school and off i go to ns... October im having my attachment .. cant wait but abit nervous haha i also dont know why maybe the expectation from the people there.. well im motivated to support my team mates and myself to make it all the way.. soo guys dont worry aite.. i know we can do it.. we just have to put our best effort and mind to it k.. no more slacking k.. if not hahaha wait cannt sleep i tell eu.. haha..
MEET MY NEW LOVER!! I call it AHKimi i dont even know where did i get the name from haha..
haha but then got one problem i oni can hug him after my dad goes to work... eu know why .. cos rite MY DAD SLEEP RITE HUGGING IT..HAHA kiut rite my dad.. hehe should take photo and let eu see la. haha
Hmm wats next.. ohya.. i think i wanna redo my room ar.. change the colors.. hmm maybe Grey and red haha.. see how laa..and and.. got alot of things sia to buy... i wan to get my baju kurong but dont know wat color.. then then i wan to decorate my house with the raya spirit to bring my dad the smile on his face to see the house is full of raya stuff.. then i wan get new work attire laa.. i mean matured wans haha.. im like going into a phase where things have to change i guess.hakz..
to my adeq that manage to msg me all day i just have to say thankz for making my life worth living again..
** im still searching for that someone...... i wont give up.... just have to keep on smiling till the rain stops hehe
i spent my nite thinking...
.Tuesday, September 9, 2008' 3:29 PM Y
.. A MomEnt To Remember..
As eu guys can see my birthday just when pass by just damn fast haha... overall i really enjoy myself... really...got to meet my secondary school friends that had been abt 3 or 4 years since i last saw them ..im happy to get to meet them. hakz..anyway i would like to thankz all this people..
to my abah - thank very much for making my birthday party happen without eu i dont think my 21th birthday will have a party. hehe muackz. love eu abah.
to my mak - i really appriciate taking your time to cook for me. hehe i get alot of good respone form my friends saying that they love your cooking hehe.. love eu mak.
to my GF's (Juli, Rif,Rad,Nad,Raf) - hey gf''s i really wanna thankz eu guys for helping out with the planning and all.... really love eu guys.. and hope that we can remind friends like hmm 4ever...hehe.. and Rif thankz for ordering the cake for me.. and ya i really love it..
to my peeps that help out - thankz people for those who help out.. like shasa and shammie.. haha..
and finally to those who came to my party.. i would like to thank eu guys for taking your time in being there aite.. hehe.. from my secondary school to poly to dancers to my outside friends.. hahakz..hope eu guys had a great time tho.. sorry if i never entertain k.. was lik going here and there.. hahakz.. hope u understand..
MY CAKE!!
cool or what?haha
......................here some of the pictures taken.. hehe...................
my Poly mAtes
SecondarySchool Mate Dance Mate
MY "Cuzzy" My Mom and Step Sis Thankz to those who give me presents
(my Gf's,Sham,Hafiz,Joan&Sonia,Zila,Zalinah,Greg&Rebecca,Zul&Idah and Jojo&Sharul)
haha i really love them...MUACKZ!!
to zila was sad that eu cant make it.. but thank q for the gift aite i love it.. alot.. hehe
well to wrap this up.. i really had a great time.. well im abit dissapointed cos some of the people that i wan to turn up cant turn up or never even say if they coming or not haiz.. nvm guess eu guys had other plans. soo its ok.. :)
THANK Q AGAIN PEOPLE!!
EU BEEN LOVED BY FURBEE!!!!
SEE YA AROUND
i spent my nite thinking...
.Wednesday, September 3, 2008' 9:19 PM Y
4 MorE DayS to Go.....
hows thing going for my birthday party? hmm half way through tho hakz... today just was a stressful day for me... alot of things just when wrong.. but.. manage to get it on the right track.. here are the highlights of the things i had done and yet to be done..
as eu can see im like going to go bankrup ahha...well anyway its my 21th bday comes onli onces soo have to spent spent lor.. yupyup.. i just cant wait for sunday . hoping that my loved onces will attend.
one last word..
watever words or hurting comment eu give me it wont ruin my soul aite.. im stronger then eu think "people".. try me and one day it will come back to eu.. i know who eu are.. REMEMBER PEOPLE WHO TALK BAD ABOUT PEOPLE ARE THE ONE THAT ARE JEALOUS OF OTHER PEOPLE LIFE.. EU BEEN HURT AND WAN TO HURT OTHERS.. EU JUST CANT ACCEPT PPL BEING HAPPY.... BoOOWHOO ...REALITY CHK...IM MUCH MUCH MORE HAPPIER THEN EU TATS ALL THAT MATTER.. AHAHAHKZ
i spent my nite thinking...
.Monday, September 1, 2008' 2:12 PM Y
Ramadan and Eid al-Fitr
Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. Islam uses a lunar calendar-that is, each month begins with the sighting of the new moon. Because the lunar calendar is about 11 days shorter than the solar calendar used elsewhere, Islamic holidays “move” each year. In 2008 Ramadan begins at sundown on Sept. 1.
For more than a billion Muslims around the world-including some 8 million in North America-Ramadan is a “month of blessing” marked by prayer, fasting, and charity. This year Ramadan precedes Christmas and Hanukkah. But while in many places these holidays have become widely commercialized, Ramadan retains its focus on self-sacrifice and devotion to Allah (God).
Why this Month?
Muslims believe that during the month of Ramadan, Allah revealed the first verses of the Qur'an, the holy book of Islam. Around 610 A.D., a caravan trader named Muhammad took to wandering the desert near Mecca (in today's Saudi Arabia) while thinking about his faith. One night a voice called to him from the night sky. It was the angel Gabriel, who told Muhammad he had been chosen to receive the word of Allah. In the days that followed, Muhammad found himself speaking the verses that would be transcribed as the Qur'an.
At many mosques during Ramadan, about one thirtieth of the Qur'an is recited each night in prayers known as tarawih. In this way, by the end of the month the complete scripture will have been recited.
Fasting
Muslims practice sawm, or fasting, for the entire month of Ramadan. This means that they may eat or drink nothing, including water, while the sun shines. Fasting is one of the Five Pillars (duties) of Islam. As with other Islamic duties, all able Muslims take part in sawm from about age twelve.
During Ramadan in the Muslim world, most restaurants are closed during the daylight hours. Families get up early for suhoor, a meal eaten before the sun rises. After the sun sets, the fast is broken with a meal known as iftar. Iftar usually begins with dates and sweet drinks that provide a quick energy boost.
Fasting serves many purposes. While they are hungry and thirsty, Muslims are reminded of the suffering of the poor. Fasting is also an opportunity to practice self-control and to cleanse the body and mind. And in this most sacred month, fasting helps Muslims feel the peace that comes from spiritual devotion as well as kinship with fellow believers.
Eid al-Fitr
Ramadan ends with the festival of Eid al-Fitr, which in 2008 occurrs on Oct. 1. Literally the “Festival of Breaking the Fast,” Eid al-Fitr is one of the two most important Islamic celebrations (the other occurs after the Hajj, or pilgrimage to Mecca). At Eid al-Fitr people dress in their finest clothes, adorn their homes with lights and decorations, give treats to children, and enjoy visits with friends and family.
A sense of generosity and gratitude colors these festivities. Although charity and good deeds are always important in Islam, they have special significance at the end of Ramadan. As the month draws to a close, Muslims are obligated to share their blessings by feeding the poor and making contributions to mosques.
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*The Whishing ListY
-to pass my coming exams
-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
-to be a TOP MAKe UP ARTIst
-to have a collection of NYX cosmetic product
-to have a collection of MAC cosmetic product
*Style To PerfectionY
*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
-14 March 2009 : Singapore Flyer : Are You RED-D? Youth Concert : Redeafination(16pax) :
-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-07 April 2009 : Regent Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
-19 Arpil 2009: Victoria Theatre : Welcome to My World Concert : Redeafination & APSN Chaoyang School - GROOVYZ :
-25 April 2009 : Jurong West : Weeding Dinner : Tarian Dancers :(paid)
-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
*Up coming Works
_27 June 2009 : Chinatown : Miss World 2009 :
_1 August 2009 : Hotel : D&D :
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He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
*Peeps Of FurbeeY
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haiz.. today i finaly saw the people i miss the most.. and i finally get to meet them.. i just wish tat all my sins to them will be 4given in time to come ... oh been and and been going out with rebecca alot lately and teaching and helping her in how to make her look good in .. in make up and all haha...now she berry cHIO haha.. ppl comment on her and stuff haha... good for eu GF! haha,,,
.....holding to what i have now.....
AHkiMi & FurbeE wanna wish my one of my GF's NADIYAH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF!! hehe.. i wanna wish eu happy happy always... and and may all your wishes come true... da TUA haha.. BLUEK!!! da JaDI KAK NAD!! hahakz... see ya LaTER k i wan to belanjer TULANG.
haha but then got one problem i oni can hug him after my dad goes to work... eu know why .. cos rite MY DAD SLEEP RITE HUGGING IT..HAHA kiut rite my dad.. hehe should take photo and let eu see la. haha
Dance Mate
MY "Cuzzy"
My Mom and Step Sis
