Im blogging.. yeah i cant get myself to sleep.. haiz... been wandering all this while on what im gona do... it seem that people are going on with their life and being happy... as for me.. im starting to drift apart from everyone. im sad to see this but i cant control it to happen i tried my best to make people stay close to me but things are what it mean to be... im soo dupper sad... but i just have to say goodbye cos... im leaving to start anew.. im now busy with my makeup works and knowing new people... including at my work place... i get to knoe a new kind friendship which i never would expected.. im happy yet sad. im lost yet confuse.i just cant live like this anymore..
im just soo not me right now.. a friend ask me "aint eu lonely without someone" and i said " i tired too know ppl but in the end things just dim out" .. im just now too tired.. tired of doing things for ppl.. i need to do things for myself.. i need to be my self.. the Bee that onces is well liked and lively...
i just dont know anymore....
i spent my nite thinking...
.Sunday, March 22, 2009' 8:51 PM Y
Update For Saturday
Musical Production "Cinderella Revamped"
Guess What i had my first school assignment on sat.. I was Damn excited la i tell eu... cos i can try and be creative and do the best tat can do.. anyway before this i taught that the cast will be children ending up all are students.. i have alot lot of fun tho.. meeting new people..getting compliments from the cast. haha.. and and i miss them for some reason cos i think they make an impression that i will remember always...oh my photos will be in my profile at FACEBOOK soo go check it out aite... its like pointless to upload here then upload at my facebook.. haha...
here is the link : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=97306&id=741976822&saved#/album.php?aid=97306&id=741976822
im like tired to say what happen on sat cos today i when for wedding become assitant anak andam haha.. oh and i paiseh when i and my friend were asked to sit with the bride and groom for lunch at the front.. it was my 1st time exp all this.. soo abit "kuku" i must say ehhee.. anyway i learn alot from today.. ya.. and after tat when to my mum place which was like 2 blocks away haha celebrated my uncle birthday oh god i think i ate alot ... i ate... nasi goreng... nasi kuning.... satay.... bone steak and cake ahahah.. im getting FATTER aiyoo! need to control FuRBEe..
okla.. oh ya btw im working at House Of Colose .. FYI.. ok.. takecare bye.,
i spent my nite thinking...
.Monday, March 16, 2009' 10:59 PM Y
Redeafination & Legend
Sat after class i rush to singapore flyer to do makeup for my group.. They performing on tat day.. haha im very proud of them to come soo far.. and they really improve alot.. keep it up k guys will join eu guys soon after i done with my makeup classes ,, oh i did not take much photos cos my friends and i were rushing to finish the makeup cos not enough time left.. hehe..
here is my friend Rebecca ahah.. i knoe its not tat nice but ok la..
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oh guess what im working in a bridal company.. haha.. if eu can see in my styletoperfection i have lots of event to go and do as well as learn in the same times... all thankz to Remy for bringing me in.. thankz eu alot.. really..
guess i will be very busy.. haha i cant wait .... soo ya im tired now ... update soon..
LovE hasNo Limit
i spent my nite thinking...
.Saturday, March 14, 2009' 12:22 AM Y
*Style To Perfection*
Whoowoo. i already set up a new section under StyleToPerfection is where i will list down my pass works and coming works that i will be doing.. oh and will be uploading my works when done either in friends.. or a website aite... doo chk it out when i uploaded it...
soo anyway tmr im having class from 10am to 5pm.. then at 5pm need to rush to singapore flyer to do makeup work.. confirm tired haha omg.. oh and ya someone gona be drag tmr haha i cant wait to see eu change.. how cool rite.hmm i will update again gtg and rest tmr will be a long day. and a FUn wan..
update abt it soon..
i spent my nite thinking...
.Thursday, March 12, 2009' 1:13 AM Y
Power Of Loving
here i am onces again in the middle of the nite, siting on ma bed listening to background noise of the radio going on while my mind is just blank with questions that need answers and confusion need to be straighten out.. i was reading on this particular blog which im not gona mention.. while i was reading it my eyes just feel the pain that his person is going.. i start to tear when my heart feel what he is feeling..losing the special.. i knoe how eu feel i know how eu grief i know whats is on your mind i know just all the things is going on... omg i have been selfish all this while thinking that it will be easy to 4get somone but i should know better then that, it is damn hard... maybe . im always be just a passing shadow on people.. leaving is always and will always be apart of me.. im sad im lost and clueless....omg plss help... i just wan happiess from people around me..
its been hard for me to love someone but unless im really really sure.. i just hate people promising on things but in the end it just words with no meaning.. seriously. im just falling for people trap.. }evil of love{ and its fucking hard to get out of it.... people tend to assume that im soo picky... but i am cos i need too.. for the good of me .. just for once.. i like to think for myself..
and to eu.... be happy aite and dont 4get! to BATH after your pract omg.. BUCHUCK! haha k.. watever...and remember your health is important too.. dont always ignore your body.. OK! haiz..
Back again.. im back yet again updating my blog.. i finally have the strenght to do soo haha if not i will just ignore it.. well from now on will update it more often aite ...hmm i dont really know where should i star oh about ma life now.. well i meet alot of new people this year i mean NEW with exciting and complicated things going on i must say till im like "hmm wth what am i suppose to do".. and i lose some too..haiz its soo sad to see tat people onli need eu when they "need eu" or just will push eu aside.. i laready tell myself not to entertain those type of "friends" i must say.. its just not worth ma time.. and guess watmy body is itching now.. stuppiddy bed bug from my moms place.. goshh im like having red spot on my right hand.. ONLI my right hand.. hahaha.. well just hope it will be gonee soon.tuppid tul...
anyways i didnt know that makeup-ing for a group of ppl will be damn tiring.. It was my 1st ever mass makeup under the sun plus rain environment.. haha.. on last sat for dancework 09 was helping out FADFACTION they won the high energy award tho.. i must say tat eu guys did great aite..this is just a small steps to greating archivement dont be sad.. i know eu guys did your best.. be happy with the memories eu guys build along the journey thats the true moments eu guys will treasure alot.. work harder k peeps.. love eu guys who knoe maybe i can dance with eu guys too.. im like soo long never dance.. feel like dancing one last time..hahahakz....
im confuse rite now.. i dont know he is ignoring me or just busy but for 2 days he is not online i just hope everything is ok with eu.. im just worried thats all.. haiz.. well anyway...
my makeup school have been a great part of me.. seriously im like going to class laughing non stop by my instrutor with his jokes and ROS~~ haha her laugh is like a laughing gas hahaha.. WTH! loving my class mates.. one day take picture ar.. but i think have at my friendster.. soo check it out aite.. ohh just to let eu knoe.. im helping my other dance group this sat at singapore flyer its for a charity show.. haha i guess it will bee fun cos i bringing 3 of myclassmate to help out.. cant wait for it... hehe
............ im always waiting.... waiting to be accepted.. i knoe i cant give everything in the world but my heart is as pure as can be........
update soon:
BTW this is random... BUT I HATE SMOKERS hehe altho i USED! to smoke..ok get that...yeah im refering to eu..and EU ALIFF AND INDRA....hehemuackz
i spent my nite thinking...
*The Guy Who DreamsY
[HOROSCOPE] virgo
[CHARACTER] emo_friendly_blur_DANCERinDIAN
[STATS] single
[EMAIL/MSN/FACEBOOK] emoboy._furbe3@hotmail.com [FRIENDSTER]
*thankz for taking your time for visiting my blog aite.. pls do tag me k.. im friendly dont worry.. hehe..
*The Whishing ListY
-to pass my coming exams
-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
-to be a TOP MAKe UP ARTIst
-to have a collection of NYX cosmetic product
-to have a collection of MAC cosmetic product
*Style To PerfectionY
*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
-14 March 2009 : Singapore Flyer : Are You RED-D? Youth Concert : Redeafination(16pax) :
-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-07 April 2009 : Regent Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
-19 Arpil 2009: Victoria Theatre : Welcome to My World Concert : Redeafination & APSN Chaoyang School - GROOVYZ :
-25 April 2009 : Jurong West : Weeding Dinner : Tarian Dancers :(paid)
-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
*Up coming Works
_27 June 2009 : Chinatown : Miss World 2009 :
_1 August 2009 : Hotel : D&D :
^If need of makeup artist do contact me aite *wink by adding me in MSN/EMAIL: to styletoperfection@live.com.sg
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
*Peeps Of FurbeeY
*hey if u would like me to link eu up pls leave your name and link aite thankz*
Redeafination & Legend 
Power Of Loving
