i never once thot that i might say this , but when ever i see a complete family just passing by me with their face all overflowing with happiness and joy.. my heart just when soft... i never once get the feel of having a mother 24hrs in my house.. having that feeling that whenever im down i would just go to her in a blink of an eye.... altho my mum and us never stay in one home but i always am close to her rather then my bro's.. its like a mother child bond..... i know she is always thinking of us...
there is sadness in her eye's that i could not explain... every day of her life is having to live life the hard way... but i promise her that one day.. im old enough and have the money.. i would bring her back to my life and share one big house... she is the beat of my life.... the tears of my eyes n part of the reason why im here....
she onces told me, that she never expected me at that moment of time when she dont need another child in her life.. she tried , and tired to abort me but too one reason i manage to live... until she give up and just to have me.. tears just came inside me... but one thing is that i never ones blame her.. im just thankful that im still alive and breathing... my love for her will always be the same no matter wat....
my childhood life.... it was the bad period of my time..... always been bullied from my classmate... and even my elder bro and my youngers bro.. i was never close to them always fighting with the two of them... cos i was diff from them.... haiz.. but now things are diff .. we are happy now....talking terms...
im worried about my dad.... he have been feeling not to good this pass mths... im praying that he will be find... i dont wanna lose him..... i love him..... just wish he knows dad..... he is the reason why my traits is like tat.... he thought me alot about things.... and i always take his words.... he done soo much for this family.... one thing for sure is that he still love my mum .. altho they are not together.. i hope one day they will be back as one .. and as one BIG HAPPY FAMILY...
thats the wish that i have ever wanted..............................
this is the onli pic that i have.. US as one....(2004 my mum twin wedding)
i spent my nite thinking...
*The Guy Who DreamsY
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[STATS] single
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*The Whishing ListY
-to pass my coming exams
-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
-to be a TOP MAKe UP ARTIst
-to have a collection of NYX cosmetic product
-to have a collection of MAC cosmetic product
*Style To PerfectionY
*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
-14 March 2009 : Singapore Flyer : Are You RED-D? Youth Concert : Redeafination(16pax) :
-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-07 April 2009 : Regent Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
-19 Arpil 2009: Victoria Theatre : Welcome to My World Concert : Redeafination & APSN Chaoyang School - GROOVYZ :
-25 April 2009 : Jurong West : Weeding Dinner : Tarian Dancers :(paid)
-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
*Up coming Works
_27 June 2009 : Chinatown : Miss World 2009 :
_1 August 2009 : Hotel : D&D :
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He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
*Peeps Of FurbeeY
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