guess wat... i upload a a video of our dance training... soo watch it okay.its not that great yet we still working hard okaY@!. hakz.. for this friday show... soo yaa.. have to give credit too raazmy for guiding us and teaching us the way of ghetto style... and to the members that is in the group who have work hard for this pass weeks... they really put in the affort to come everyday for training altho is our holidays... weell done guys.. hahakz....
hari raya coming.. still have ard 15more days.... and i still not yet get my raya stuff.. NOT EVEN GONE TO GEYLANG!! anybody wanna go???? pls as me tag along.. eu guys soo bad laa never chio me.. hahakz... "i kan siapa skg ehk" ... well nvm i go alone then.....
i dont knoe what color baju i wanna buy.. or maybe just used wat i have.. just wana save money.... hope this year.. will turn out well.. haiz...
anyway.. gtg ... will update more soon aite.. if i got anything to talk about.. if not just wait.. hee...
PEACE!
i spent my nite thinking...
.Monday, September 24, 2007' 1:23 PM Y
A Happy Family
Is A Happy Child
i never once thot that i might say this , but when ever i see a complete family just passing by me with their face all overflowing with happiness and joy.. my heart just when soft... i never once get the feel of having a mother 24hrs in my house.. having that feeling that whenever im down i would just go to her in a blink of an eye.... altho my mum and us never stay in one home but i always am close to her rather then my bro's.. its like a mother child bond..... i know she is always thinking of us...
there is sadness in her eye's that i could not explain... every day of her life is having to live life the hard way... but i promise her that one day.. im old enough and have the money.. i would bring her back to my life and share one big house... she is the beat of my life.... the tears of my eyes n part of the reason why im here....
she onces told me, that she never expected me at that moment of time when she dont need another child in her life.. she tried , and tired to abort me but too one reason i manage to live... until she give up and just to have me.. tears just came inside me... but one thing is that i never ones blame her.. im just thankful that im still alive and breathing... my love for her will always be the same no matter wat....
my childhood life.... it was the bad period of my time..... always been bullied from my classmate... and even my elder bro and my youngers bro.. i was never close to them always fighting with the two of them... cos i was diff from them.... haiz.. but now things are diff .. we are happy now....talking terms...
im worried about my dad.... he have been feeling not to good this pass mths... im praying that he will be find... i dont wanna lose him..... i love him..... just wish he knows dad..... he is the reason why my traits is like tat.... he thought me alot about things.... and i always take his words.... he done soo much for this family.... one thing for sure is that he still love my mum .. altho they are not together.. i hope one day they will be back as one .. and as one BIG HAPPY FAMILY...
thats the wish that i have ever wanted..............................
this is the onli pic that i have.. US as one....(2004 my mum twin wedding)
i spent my nite thinking...
.Friday, September 21, 2007' 10:59 PM Y
LUCK
today i when for my dance training in school at 1pm...... but guess what most come late then start at 2plus.. walau if not can slp somemore sia.... one thing about today is tat i got to see the senior real mad.. cos the song is not been remix correctly and we like have to do nth for about 2 hrs... when its done its about 6 40pm already.... most of dem fed dup .. hahakz... but we go through the whole thing ones then i rush to mit rebecca at my school bus stop, if not need to stay till 9 but i when off at 7pm.. hee.. otw go cheers in my school and break fast..
Rebecca and me was classmate last year when i was in ite tamp but drop out for reason and join poly.. fyi rebecca is one of my greates friend ever that i found.. altho she cant hear..... been great time spending time with her and hr silly jobs... lol.....
continue on we when our course bbq at pasir ris ..... we took bus and reach there ard 815.... when i reach i was greeted by my ex teacher, Mr Phillip.. hehe.. love that guy laa hehe... well the food was nice and the people there i dont know much.. i onli got to meet 2 of my x classmate.. time for the mini game.. it was so call tic tac toe but this is diff we need to fill in 9 details of people we dont knoe to fill the TTT box.. then someone will pick one by one like a draots... until someone get 3 rows str8 name... guess what im the 1st soo call graduate to get 1st.. hehe... cool and rebecca get the last prize too... came to the lucky draw ... guess wat again hehe i get the number 7!!!! prize i love that number... my DOB day... Rebecca get 2nd sia.. not bad huh hahakz....
after all that fun... eat..... taking photos.... we when back homee... taking the cab.. cos i was damn tired and tmr i got dance training at 9am.. -_-" .... soo i need the rest man!!!
today was great..... lucky one indeed......
i spent my nite thinking...
.Thursday, September 20, 2007' 9:12 PM Y
.......Letting time goes by each minute just capturing the right moment
today was my sub paper day to retake my exams.. i reach school at 9am for my tourism exam... the paper was abit hard..i did afew or ALOT of mistake.. hahakz... well i hope i will be able to pass it.. if nott... i dont know what to say hehe....then end at 1130.... when to library to brush up for my next math test which was at 2.30pm..... when to the library, ending up i never go brush up haha... keep on talking all the way..
when for my math exam... atleast i can do the question but is abit harder then the main exam paper... kiling my head just now....
after i reach home , i started to clean up my room.. all my lecture notes are a MESS laaa... haha.. but finally get everything done...
one thing happen well i was looking throught all my pass photos... i was like into a daydreaming mode.. suddenly my mind stop and memories just flash back like a shooting gun.... but from all of it there's a part when i really stop n think to myself... "why cant we be together as long as we can i know my love is real....." but reality strike back that what had happen in the pass let it go and just be on your way to a new journey... haiz.. i really miss those times.... TIME really go liKe a bullet train...
its just feel like yesterday....
~would the star of my life be eu.........
i spent my nite thinking...
.Wednesday, September 19, 2007' 8:29 PM Y
Its ALL About
DANCE
ARe eu SICK of DAncING?........................................
WHat soo GreaT abOut it??........
this is some question i received
eu guys might be thinking .. why i waste my time on dancing or even wonder whats soo good about dancing.. one thing for sure is we as individual have the power to embrace what we love to do...
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DANCING:
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to me , a endless knowledge to perfection of movement
to me , the endless work put in to make a remarkable performance
to me , the way one express one feeling without verbal communication
to me , a kind of ART
to me , its like oxygen to my body
to me , each time eu on stage nothing can stop eu feeling from doing what we loved
to me , a passion that wont die
to me , the rhythm of the beat is like the beating of the heart every single sec
to me , to connect our soul and mind
to me , a time to put our current problem and just be free
to me , freedom of one movement
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.. sometims i myself wonder.. why im stick to it. its like an addiction like drugs or sex... haha ....its just a healthy way of doing things...
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" dont let anyone stop eu from doing what eu love....
we live life one's..... soo . LIVE IT!!.....
we might not have a 2nd chance"
furbee~
i spent my nite thinking...
.Tuesday, September 18, 2007' 11:50 AM Y
...............................we SHARE one common thing the PASSION for DANCING.......................
Early in the moring
Start me day by going to school for my revision studies with my peeps at the school library but before that we meet up with our teacher for tips .. hehe... i tell eu...there's alot of things laa to remember for my sub paper on this thu... im having my tourism and math .. haizz.. need to retake cos i fail those 2 haha... cian ehk....
here we are at the library ....
* Farhan & Rafridah..... they doing their emath1 .. haha all work but no play...
* SAUFI , HAFIZ and the girl always have that cry face emotion SITI RADZIAH HEHE i lioke her name can.. heheh... RAD!! people study eu got time to pose for the cam hahakz..
*HISAM & little MISS JULIE hehe HISHAM is the tutor for the day hehe. thk man!
*fyi: my two best pals are RADZiAH & JULIE!! love them lots laa..hahaz SISTARS ALWAYS!!
Well i will be mitting them tmr again at 10am .hee... cant wait guys!
After my studies
When straight to my dance training..... today was really damn tired cos need to go throught the guys part.. hakz. over n over again cos the timing and steps no rite.. hehe..*wink...
Here are some pics during my break time.. hakz..
DANCE STUDIO
*everyone doing their own things.. find me if eu can hehe
*MeiQI and Furbee, the girl that always hit me when dancing hee
* the girl who used to disturb me... but things change.. loving eu!
*JOEY !! eu are kiut and u can pop like a pop corn hehe
*some of the GEHTTO GIRLS in my group.. hakz...peaCE!
*sAY CHEEESEEE!!
*two of my seniors.. RAZZMY my group tutor & UNICE...LOVingUNICE!! like my elder sis.. hakz
Thats all for now.. will update soon aite.. MUACKZ!!!!
i spent my nite thinking...
.Sunday, September 16, 2007' 9:00 AM Y
.....................THe TEAM is
ON the RUN...........
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Today, in dance class.. 1st traning for the holiday, JEAN was like super strict laa.. lucky i came to class on time if not.. hakz.. need to do EXTRA warm up.... she told us that if eu guys are late for class for 4 times we will be kick out.. and if late for rehersal dont call yourself a dancer.. cos eu guys have no discipline... soo people make sure eu guys come on time always... i always hate when people do come late and give tons of excuses... OMG laa like pls lor everybody also buzy what.. we just manage time better lor...
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Lesson today:
SONG: Make it work by NEO
TYPE: Lyrical Hip Hop
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the style of this type was damn hard lor... we need to really control our movement well.. have to put in motion and have to feel the song and lyric.... JEAN was supper nice laa the way she dance. we all was like ARG! haha but we tried our best ar.. thats for sure .... well need to practice ...
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one more thing.. there are onli 2 type of dancers.. GOOD and OKOK/BAD... soo if people say eu are a good dancer eu are.. if onli okok or not bad means eu are not.. that really kick in to me ... really need to buck up ...if not i dont know what to say... hakz....
YEAH!!! i was happy today also cos.. we get our sweat suit.... hehe.. and it WORTH 85 BUCKS LOR.. HAkz... BUT its niceeeee!!! i LOiKEE CAN... HAHAKZZZ..
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here's the pic:
*front side
*back side (cool rite hehe)
*pants: front side
sooooooo.... wait and see me on the street with my dance outfit aite.. hahakz... we plan to wear it on 1st day of school.. haha....one whole gang of us....
CAnt wait to break fst tho.... im kinda hungy... hehe cos after training i when home at 12pm then str8 go to sleep till 4pm... walau have to wake up at 4.30am then wait till 7am to get ready to go sch ok.. soo not enough sleep.. hehe
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SELAMAT BERBUKE!!!!! EHK!
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MOOD: HAPPY
i spent my nite thinking...
.Friday, September 14, 2007' 11:51 PM Y
Learning From The Past
Is knowledge To the Future
Day by day, time goes by with memory left behide bringing new an unknow adventure wating to be discover..
today
woke up at 4.30am to eat then s**t again as always hehe.... then sleep. woke up at 10am to get ready for ma dance training.. training was tiring and fun laa .. we finally combine with the popers and breakers for one part of the show... and im like totally lose at times cos i cant remember the position and stuff cos there are WAy too many people laaa.. still need to clean up my steps tho.. alot to remember ... hakz.. the funny thing is that i finally kinda like this person now then before cos before i know this person .. the person very action lorr.. act like knows everything like tat.. hahakz.. no heart feeling aite... its was just at first impression kind of thing...
oh yaa i finally get my first job for the sub com task.. haha wanna know wat??
hehe i need call people about tmr training classes.... finally my instrutor JEAN classes starts! oh yaa starts at 9am tho.. scared cant wake up... and will be getting our dance tshirt... PEACE!
ard 5 i when back cos damn tired cannot tahan... slp awhile in the bus.
random:
i may lose some but in the end i got nothing to lose .....
i will always be the old me.........
the one that will not give up on love......
the one that will forgive and forget....
the one that will always appriciate what small or big things people do.....
and finally im loving it...
*TRUSTING MYSELF TO FLY ON MY OWN
mood: saint
i spent my nite thinking...
.Thursday, September 13, 2007' 7:51 PM Y
WELCOME!!
YEAH....FINALLY
ISON!!
hey guys.. finally my blog is all set up and ready to go.. yeah hope i can keep it running and about for as long as i can....
well today is the 1st day of puasa month...omg! after i ate in the morning... i cant sleep, eu know why? cossss my stomach create problem have to go and S**T about three times sia.. haha no kidding... i finally woke up around 10 to get ready for my dance training.. and its like everyday got dance training at school .. waw i dont know can tahan throughout this month and next . cos we preparing for a dance musical for children .. haha kinda cool rite.... im the the GHETTO group soo call the COOL group cannn.... heheh oh ya the performence is on 28 september.. not enough time left. hakz...
about my result.. i expected to fail my emath and tourism hakz. wat to do.. i dont understand sia... haiyaa.. need to go retake my exams next 2 weeks... ARG!!!!
anyway i got to go now.. eu guys take care aite.. and thank q for taking your time in reading all this crap! tmr my training end at 6pm.. hakz.
MOOD: STRESS
i spent my nite thinking...
*The Guy Who DreamsY
[HOROSCOPE] virgo
[CHARACTER] emo_friendly_blur_DANCERinDIAN
[STATS] single
[EMAIL/MSN/FACEBOOK] emoboy._furbe3@hotmail.com [FRIENDSTER]
*thankz for taking your time for visiting my blog aite.. pls do tag me k.. im friendly dont worry.. hehe..
*The Whishing ListY
-to pass my coming exams
-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
-to be a TOP MAKe UP ARTIst
-to have a collection of NYX cosmetic product
-to have a collection of MAC cosmetic product
*Style To PerfectionY
*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
-14 March 2009 : Singapore Flyer : Are You RED-D? Youth Concert : Redeafination(16pax) :
-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-07 April 2009 : Regent Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
-19 Arpil 2009: Victoria Theatre : Welcome to My World Concert : Redeafination & APSN Chaoyang School - GROOVYZ :
-25 April 2009 : Jurong West : Weeding Dinner : Tarian Dancers :(paid)
-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
*Up coming Works
_27 June 2009 : Chinatown : Miss World 2009 :
_1 August 2009 : Hotel : D&D :
^If need of makeup artist do contact me aite *wink by adding me in MSN/EMAIL: to styletoperfection@live.com.sg
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
*Peeps Of FurbeeY
*hey if u would like me to link eu up pls leave your name and link aite thankz*
*front side
*back side (cool rite hehe)
*pants: front side 
