I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
i spent my nite thinking...
.Tuesday, May 24, 2005' 7:55 PM Y
Hmm... today nothing much just go follow my brother buy his gf present.. haha alot of funny funny idea ehk he... dont know wan do this than do that just for his gf.. sooo good aik... my small brother also have gf everytime talk in the telephone for hrs... haha.. me?? i'm single but im otei with that.. just have to move on and wait for the right one to come... or something to happen lor... nothing else, dont expect too much... i now wan to 4get one person last time in my life... i tried to forget that person, after what that person do to me.. but i dont know why, keep on flashing in m head... im trying to to let go.. slowly.. need time...
Now, my life have been better then last yrs... cos got myself cool friends.. i was soo stupid last time, by letting some of my soo call best friends USED ME!! ... haiz... but its ok... i frgive them.. i cant kept the anger in me all my life rite?.. haha have to let go if not im turning into someone not me... be myself is the best.. haha.. im changing now to be a better person.. put all the pass to me... trying soo hard.. hope can...
Yeah... now holiday already. sometimes boring at home.. then keep on playing gamee... haha now got new hobby for me .. is go fishing... sat then im going with my friends and his father ask him to teach me.. haha me not that good at it.. soo have to practice wan... can wwann..hahah... today also like something strange happen... my small brother got talk to me..hahah he didnt talk to me about afew days i think... dont know wat happen to him last time... but hope everything fine... haha... ya.. i have to go now.. write again someother day.. may god bless you people.. babye..!
i spent my nite thinking...
.Monday, May 23, 2005' 5:12 PM Y
Yoo.. arlow... sorry ehk you guys.. haha.. long time never update ar.. been busy i guess.. now then i start back my blogger..Yeah.. june holidays coming ya..haha can hang around with my cayang2 friends.. hehe.. miss u all lei.. all been buzy with school.. then 4get me liao ar.. haha kidding..anyway hope u all score well for ya test ya... all the best... .hmmm i cant wait for our chalet.. haha would be fun.. rite?? hex.. kla.. i have to go now..buai... write some other "time".. hex
i spent my nite thinking...
*The Guy Who DreamsY
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-to have the best 21th birthday party
-to have a new shoes
-to have my one and onli Furby toys.. haiz
-to have my room repainted
-to have meet that special someone
-to stay friends forever with all my GFs
-to have a makeover photoshoot
-to have tons of perfume
-to be happy always
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*Touch by Furbee
-7 March 2009 : Plaza Singapura : DanceWorks 2009 : FadFaction (10pax) :
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-17 March 2009 : Regent Secondary School : Prep for SYF Malay Dance :
-20&21 March 2009 : Republic Polytechnic : Cinderella Revamped : Musical Production
-22 March 2009 : Blk 529 Jelanpang Road : Assit : Wedding :
-30 March 2009 : Boon Lay Secondary School : SYF Malay Dance SHOWCASE : 23 pax (paid)
-07 April 2009 : Siling Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-07 April 2009 : Regent Secondary School : SYF2009 Malay Dance Competition :
-09 April 2009: Ngee Ann City : MAC FashionShow Suger Sweet Collection: HairStyling (Free$200MAC)
-10&12 April 2009 : Tanjong Katong Complex #03-35 : Photoshoot For Company : Assit :
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-26 April 2009 : Tiong Bahru : Photoshot, Hidayah & Rizal :
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He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way Bus Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now, into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
That are filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now, that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
With so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
That are towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
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